Dear Readers, As a self-publishing content creator I wear a lot of hats. For the moment, I’m taking off my “writer hat” and my “advertiser hat” and setting them to the side and just wearing my “human being” hat. Or rather, I’m still holding out my writer and advertiser hats, but the main on my head as I write this is my human being hat. I’m not trying to hype anything up. I’m not trying to entertain or bedazzle. I’m not trying to pressure or beg and shill. There’s just some stuff I need to get off my chest and it ends with me asking for help. I’ve been an ABDL since before I knew this community existed. Literally thought I was the only one who wanted to be treated MUCH younger than he really was until I found I wasn’t. I have been “Personalias” the writer since roughly 2012. Since 2014 I’ve been going to in-person events and have been gradually less and less faceless. Since about 2015 I’ve been making money and doing commissions for my stories. And since 2020 I’ve been gambling